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Armed with Faith
I just wrote a probably horrible journal entry regarding depression and depressing forms of expression. So I’m going to continue down...
joehehn
Sep 11, 20142 min read
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Dreams Interrupted
I think one of the absolute worst things which has occurred throughout my grieving process is the reality of Jessica’s passing...
joehehn
Sep 10, 20142 min read
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She’s Stunning
Sometimes I catch a glance at a picture I’ve literally seen hundreds of times and I can’t help but think how stunning she is. I mean wow,...
joehehn
Sep 9, 20142 min read
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The “C” Word
So when people say the “C” word instead of just saying cancer I can’t help but think of Harry Potter. I’m sure almost everyone is aware...
joehehn
Sep 8, 20142 min read
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A Fairytale
There have been two posts today which were very touching…one about a new life being welcomed to our world and the other about a life...
joehehn
Sep 7, 20143 min read
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Grief. Grace. Growth.
Great message today by Pastor Jarrett. It was about family so most everybody in church could relate in one way or another…and normally I...
joehehn
Sep 6, 20141 min read
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My Creativity Guide
Jessica Marie was my creative guidance, my go-to gal when it came to my creative based decisions. She designed the cover of my first book...
joehehn
Sep 5, 20141 min read
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Trip of a Lifetime
I of course end up telling many people about my upcoming journey. When they ask the details, I share them. You see their faces light up,...
joehehn
Sep 4, 20142 min read
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Understanding
It’s not always in the cards for us to understand His will. We are only human and it’s tough for me to swallow but I am slowly coming to...
joehehn
Sep 3, 20141 min read
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Guilt Stricken with Grief
I’m guilt stricken with grief for not feeling like I’m not distraught or depressed enough…even though some days are impossible and...
joehehn
Sep 2, 20141 min read
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A Message of Love
I was busy completing some nominal task when I discovered the hundreds of cards and letters which were sent to support Jessica during her...
joehehn
Sep 1, 20142 min read
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Caretaker
My little brother Nicky was bedridden with the flu today. I had to bring him some stuff like fluids, crackers and what not…the typical...
joehehn
Aug 31, 20142 min read
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Heaven Above
I spent all day outside again today. I was participating in a motorcycle riding course that lasted for two days. I just kept staring at...
joehehn
Aug 30, 20141 min read
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Caterpillar
I came to the cemetery today for quite a long time. I basically sat there in silence for 20 minutes or so and then I started to pray and...
joehehn
Aug 29, 20142 min read
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Honoring My Wife
Needless to say my life has gone in a drastically different direction than I could ever have imagined. I truly never believed I would be...
joehehn
Aug 28, 20142 min read
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Faith Questions
I spoke to my therapist today and all that I wanted to discuss were some deep seeded faith questions. I didn’t even attend the session in...
joehehn
Aug 27, 20141 min read
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Journey?
I don’t want to be preparing for this trip, I want to be helping my wife battle her sickness until she gets completely cured. I want to...
joehehn
Aug 26, 20141 min read
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Earthly Possessions
Our earthly possessions truly don’t make a damn difference at the end of the day. We use them as a way to define our personality and...
joehehn
Aug 25, 20142 min read
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Samson
When my wife was with me I felt like Samson from the bible… unstoppable. Since her passing though I’ve come to realize that I’m scared. I...
joehehn
Aug 24, 20141 min read
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Final Day
This is my last day before I depart on my journey. I don’t even understand the word journey as well as I used to…the meaning to me has...
joehehn
Aug 23, 20143 min read
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