Samson

When my wife was with me I felt like Samson from the bible… unstoppable. Since her passing though I’ve come to realize that I’m scared. I don’t know if I’m scared because in a way I’m starting my life over or if I’m scared because I’ve lost my partner who made me feel unstoppable. She was just so amazing and we were amazing together. Now that she’s gone I feel like Samson without his hair…my strength has vanished. The uncertainty of the future is daunting. Before I had a plan…we had a plan together and now Poof…That too has vanished. I hope that God gives me my strength back and Jessica helps me to see through the fear. I’m kind of terrified but I feel confident that I know what I’m supposed to do…at least for now. God give me the strength to honor my wife, grieve her loss and see my path clearly. Amen.