Sometimes I catch a glance at a picture I’ve literally seen hundreds of times and I can’t help but think how stunning she is. I mean wow, she’s just so beautiful. I miss her laugh, her eyes, her hair…oh man her hair was the shiz…like Pantene Pro-V commercial amazing. I miss her smell, not only the wifey all done up ready for a night out smell…I miss the good morning lovely lady wearing the same pajamas 4 days in a row scent. Even our eldest pup BellyBat loved sleeping in her dirty laundry because it smelled like lavender flowers married cinnamon nutmeg cookies and then they had a baby. I miss her kisses, I miss her figure…and what a figure she had. I miss her shyness when I would offer a compliment, I miss hearing my nickname and saying hers…it was the same by the way. I miss her sense of humor like crazy, I don’t laugh nearly as much, which is sinful. I miss her with her shoes off hugging and holding me, she would fit perfectly under my chin like we were two Lego pieces…I was a 4 circle height piece and she was a 3…perfect. I miss her clumsiness, I miss the sound of a dropped glass or a tumble…and therefore I miss more laughter. I miss her cooking, oh boy I ate so much better back in the day…she used to whip up some super tasty dishes no matter what time of day and guess what??? You’re never gonna believe this…..wait for it…..they were healthy too…I know right!!! Shocker. I miss her making fun of me in front of people and me not being a good sport cuz I’m old fashioned and dumb like that. I miss saying “Team Hehn!!” I miss being all snuggled up on the couch with our pups and being so comfortable that forgetting the remote across the room was like someone telling me I had to retake a calculus course because they lost my record….WHAT THE SHIT!!!! I miss our car rides and getting lost and how fun it could be. I miss the addiction we shared for particular TV series and knocking out a season on a Wednesday afternoon….“just one more Joe, pa-pa-pa-please…ok Baby”….I miss the nests of hair on the bathroom floor, the girl stuff all over the apartment…E.V.E.R.Y.W.H.E.R.E. I miss the encouragement, I miss our intimacy, I miss our adventurous drive, I miss grocery shopping with her…4 stores 75 minutes door to door baby….Boom! “Team Hehn!!!” I miss her sweetness, her tenderness, her compassion, her love….her sweet sweet love. I miss my Jessica. She was so very stunning.
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