What Dreams May Come

It has been four weeks since you left and it still doesn’t feel real. I remember laying in bed the first week and Good Will Hunting was on TV, it had been awhile since I watched it and I forgot some of the storyline. I forgot that Robin Williams character lost his wife to cancer, he suffered and struggled to make sense of his loss. Realizing that just might be my fate destroyed me, but I admired his strength and wisdom. With Robin’s passing I felt inspired to watch my favorite movie of his tonight, What Dreams May Come. You know I was always a sucker for a powerful love story:) I knew it would be difficult to get through…but difficult was an understatement….it was impossible but it was powerful. I relived the time we watched it together on our big red couch all snuggled up, you cried and I tried to hide the fact that I did too. Afterwards we sat and discussed Heaven, soul mates and living a perfect existence after death. Well all three of those things exist and you are blessed to be in Heaven, waiting for your soul mate and our perfect existence is only a moment away. Like Robin said in the movie; “A whole human life is just a heartbeat here in Heaven. Then we’ll all be together forever.” I know God will reunite us one day and it will be perfect…I’ll love you forever my sweet Jessica.

PS. This is our wedding picture…it was perfect.