I received a text on Jessica’s phone from one of her friends, Tonya, who is just checking in to see how she was doing. She obviously didn’t hear the news and I felt horrible to have to tell her via text that her friend was no longer with us. Come to find out she is a spiritual medium and she was feeling Jessica’s energy. I know many people would say that’s a bunch of mumbo-jumbo and what not… but I personally believe there’s enough room in this world for every kind of spiritual belief. So I asked her if anything in particular was standing out.
She told me that Jessica is always with me and that she loves me. She also said that Jessica wants me to take that trip. I have been contemplating on taking a trip around the world and doing mission and volunteer work to pay tribute to Jessica and continue to honor her. This woman hadn’t even known that Jessica passed…so how would she know about me taking a trip?? My heart blossomed and it felt incredible to know she was guiding and supporting me from Heaven.
Her friend also directed me to go to the place by the river. I immediately knew exactly where that place was… The Japanese garden by the Museum of Science and Industry. It’s called the Osaka Gardens. Jessica and I used to visit that garden frequently…before or after a doc appointment by the University of Chicago. If you haven’t been, you really should make a point to visit. It’s amazing, so beautiful, peaceful, spiritual and perfect. So I went, I prayed and meditated about things that have been on my mind, giving me a little bit of stress and anxiety. I spoke out loud and asked The Lord for guidance and clarity and of course for Jessica’s help. Before I left things were made very clear and my stress faded away. It was remarkable but not unexpected.
I spoke to her friend Tonya again today, we agreed on a time to speak so that she could fully open her heart and mind to receiving Jessica’s energy and messages. She told me…which made me tear up and sob…the happy kind of sobbing though…that Jessica is so…so happy that I am being strong and handling her loss so well. Jessica wants me to trust myself more. She watches me while I sleep and she’s with me during the moments when I am overcome with grief. She also said that being in Heaven and going towards the light is as beautiful and amazing as you could imagine…it’s everything and more that you would expect. I felt a calmness and joy in my heart that I haven’t felt in many many days.
My baby is healed, she is happy and she is with me. Praise The Lord.
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